hannuhh

So what?

Who needs you, or anybody at all?
I just can’t seem to feel right with anybody anyways.
I get along well with me, myself, and I.
I have all that I need.

I don’t need anything else.
Anybody else.

I would much rather be alone.

I have books, games, music to play.
I can dance and be myself, and nobody else would think im silly.
I’m not cool, i’m not shy.
I’m just something in between.

And I wonder, what guy would be right for me?

I think about that all the time.
But i’m never quite satisfied.
I can’t stop my brain from thinking these things.

It would be much better I think, to just be alone.
Quit this game, sit it out, and have some time to myself.

It’s so frustrating.
I am at least.

But somehow you just won’t let me leave.
You won’t let go of me.

And I don’t know if I should break myself away, or stay…

Life is strange sometimes.

It would have been easier if it was just only me to worry about.

I finally realized though…

I’m too proud to say it.

I am, it’s true.

imissyou

It has been so very long, since i last saw you.
Since I have fallen safely into one of your hugs.
I just want to see you, i guess.

I thought after two years, you would get use to being apart.
But long distance is still as strong as it was before.
And I just keep getting weaker, and weaker.
Too proud to admit, that I need you.
That I miss you so much.
And just want you here beside me.
That is all I really need…

Nothing mushy, no kisses, just your hand in mine.
I would feel complete.

Posted 1 year ago

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life, love, sad, unsure, i just miss you,

“I know how tough it is some days to look with hope and confidence on the months and years ahead, but i would like to tell you what I often told you when you were much younger. I like you just the way you are.” -Mr. Rodgers

Posted 1 year ago

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hopeful, encouragement, love, confidence, Mr. Rodgers, Stress,

A picture began circulating in November. It should be “The Picture of the Year,” or perhaps, “Picture of the Decade.” It won’t be. In fact, unless you obtained a copy of the U.S. paper which published it, you probably would never have seen it.

The picture is that of a 21-week-old unborn baby named Samuel Alexander Armas, who is being operated on by surgeon named Joseph Bruner. The baby was diagnosed with spina bifida and would not survive if removed from his mother’s womb. Little Samuel’s mother, Julie Armas, is an obstetrics nurse in Atlanta. She knew of Dr. Bruner’s remarkable surgical procedure. Practicing at Vanderbilt University Medical Center in Nashville, he performs these special operations while the baby is still in the womb.

During the procedure, the doctor removes the uterus via C-section and makes a small incision to operate on the baby. As Dr. Bruner completed the surgery on Samuel, the little guy reached his tiny, but fully developed hand through the incision and firmly grasped the surgeon’s finger. Dr. Bruner was reported as saying that when his finger was grasped, it was the most emotional moment of his life, and that for an instant during the procedure he was just frozen, totally immobile.

The photograph captures this amazing event with perfect clarity. The editors titled the picture, “Hand of Hope.” The text explaining the picture begins, “The tiny hand of 21-week-old fetus Samuel Alexander Armas emerges from the mother’s uterus to grasp the finger of Dr. Joseph Bruner as if thanking the doctor for the gift of life.”

Little Samuel’s mother said they “wept for days” when they saw the picture. She said, “The photo reminds us pregnancy isn’t about disability or an illness, it’s about a little person” Samuel was born in perfect health, the operation 100 percent successful. Now see the actual picture, and it is awesome…incredible….and hey, pass it on! The world needs to see this one!

Posted 1 year ago

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Life, miracle, picture of the year, love, baby, doctor, hand, hope,